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Log # 1/22-09-24

GARGHHHH, HOLIDAY IS ENDING, AND I HAVE NOT DONE HOMEWORK.
Thus, is the life and death of Sisyphus. More on that, I know for sure that our time to do these is way more longer than we think. I really really did let of this entire week, doing nothing at all. Actually, in comparison with the other weeks, I have actually done a considerable amount in this single week.

  • Photography
  • Reading (somewhat?)
  • Working on my website
  • Going into dwl, dwm but Wayland
  • Scripting
  • Learned some new coping mechanisms
  • Relearned Chinese
  • C Programming
  • Had fun with my friends
  • Becoming less dependent on my smartphone
  • Uploaded a YouTube video

It would be a lie to say I did nothing. My whole life isn't just school.
Another way I should think about this is that I overfilled my personal development quota, and not my academic quota.
Neverthess, it would be an innacuracy to say I did nothing at all. I am quite proud with what I have achieved in this entire holiday.

Homework... though...

Log # 1/09-09-24

Infinite scrolling is ruining my life, and it's inhibiting my creativity. My ADHD does not help with this. Though, with everyone getting their attention span gradually shortened, I will be at an advantage rather than a disadvantage.

Thank god, I do not use TikTok. However, there's something I spend my attention everyday on. Just that I don't know what.

Log # 1/08-09-24

I am getting kinda tired of typing so cryptically.<
It's been a while since I've updated the website.
I joined a compulsory camp, where I became a Village Chief, which is just another word for someone who leads the entire team.
It was definitely worth dancing on stage for, even though my aura fell a bit.

teto

My teammates were uncooperative, but for those who helped, I'm eternally grateful to you lots.
It was testing my limits, but if I take it as it testing me on my ability to lead, even with my lack of authority as a leader, I'm happy with my results.

Surprisingly, it was an actual transformative experience, even though I was overwhelmed.

Log # 1/27-01-24

However long I have spent not refreshing, may it be a day.
Shall it be of no use? Nay, shall I say.
Perhaps, today will be spent of meta-learning?

Log # 1/23-08-24

I ponder, may modification of Default Mode Network be possible?
For an event, there shall be a cause.
I firmly believe it so.

Log # 1/19-08-24

Information shall be accessible.

Journal-loaded.

Log # 4/18-08-24

Neocities allowed me to learn Neovim Configurations.
For that, I am grateful.


However, more work seems to still be required.

I learned a lot.


That is enough.

I wonder if another tag will do any harm.

Log # 3/18-08-24

I drew an art of Lugnerin Morder.

Experiment:

Conception > Skill.

Hypothesis Accepted.

Addition: Skill supplements Conception.

Lugnerin from Mis1nf0.

Log # 2/18-08-24

Effective.

Effective.

Heartbreaking.



How difficult.

Uneffective.

Log # 1/18-08-24

The spirit of individuality lives on.

Where one may say it is blasphemous, it shall be a virtue.

Would it not be best for creativity to be expressed freely?


Heart shall be of an Ubermensch.

Unrelenting, yet oh so free.